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| 08:06pm 23/10/2005 |
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I am changing and growing. I can see that I am loving new things and wanting to explore this other side of me. Yet, I'm scared to leave things behind. I used to live and breath music. It was my life. I still am in love but its not the same its less. That scares me b/c that used to define me. I am scared to become the person I will be. I don't wanna loose anything I am. I don't know. I'm sure this is all a part of growing up But its scary.
I think that why I'm so unsure lately. I am at an in-between place.
I am not grown. I am not a child. I don't wanna be in-between. I want to have this wonderful life. I want people to continue to hate me b/c they wana be me. HAHAHA
I am just scared when I'm grown ill be stuck poor and dissapointed.
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